En voinut oikein hyvin vuosina 2006-2008. Ei tietenkään koko kolme vuotta putkeen ollut ankeaa, mutta erilaisia jaksoja kävin läpi. Varsinkin syksyt ja talvet olivat pahimpia. Ehkä minulla oli jonkinlaista masennusta.
Kävin noina vuosina mm. Varsinais-Suomen Kansanopiston Pop & Rock -linjan sekä Paimion aikuiskoulutuskeskuksen Media & Musiikki -koulutuksen. Molemmat koulutukset olivat todella mahtavia ja opin niissä paljon, mutta jotain kertoo se, että molemmissa lintsasin jonkun verran, varsinkin Media & Musiikki -koulutuksessa. Ihan huomaamattani jätin oikeastaan kokonaan koko videotuotantokurssin käymättä. Pääsin sen kuitenkin läpi. Missasin jopa lyhytelokuvien teon. Minulla ei ole minkäänlaista muistikuvaa miten tämä on voinut tapahtua. Minun on täytynyt olla useasti poissa koulusta. Harmittaa näin jälkikäteen.
Sama juttu tapahtui vuonna 2003-2004 lukion ensimmäisen vuoden liikuntatunneille. Olin onnistunut huomaamattani lintsaamaan melkein kaikki liikuntatunnit. Jouduin sitten tekemään liinkuntapäiväkirjan jotta pääsen kurssista läpi. Se oli hyvin hämmentävää...
Minulla ei ole muistikuvaa miten ylipäänsä löysin tämän biisin, mutta Pain of Salvationilta en ole muuta kuullut. Vaikuttaa kyllä ihan mielenkiintoiselta bändiltä. Tätä tuli kuunneltua paljon ja kovaa ahdistuksen hetkinä.
Onneksi minulla ei nyt muutamaan vuoteen ole ollut noita huonoja kausia. Hetkellisiä huonoja hetkiä toki kaikilla on, mutta ne eivät onneksi kauan kestä.
Kappale: Undertow
Esittäjä: Pain of Salvation
Levy-yhtiö: Inside Out Music
Levy-yhtiö: Inside Out Music
Julkaisuvuosi: 2002
Maa: Ruotsi
Genre: Rock / Prog Rock / Heavy Rock
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33rd song is Pain of Salvation - Undertow
I didn't feel well on 2006-2008. Of course there wasn't bad days through all the three years but I had different phases which I went through. Especially autumns and winters were the worst. Maybe I had some kind of depression.
At that time I went folk high school learning to make music and then I was at adult educational center in Media & Music training. Both educations were wonderful and I learnt so much, but there was definitely something wrong because I skipped classes a lot, especially in the Media & Music training. Without notice, I had skipped the whole video production course. I did still pass it though. I even missed out of making short films. I have no memory of how that even happened. Apparently, I was a lot out of school that time. Afterwards it bothered me.
The same thing happened to my gym classes on 2003-2004 when I was freshman at high school. Somehow I had skipped almost every gym classes without notice. I had to make exercise diary so I would pass the course. It was very confusing...
I can't remember how I found this song but I haven't really heard anything else from Pain of Salvation. It seems interesting band though. I listened this a lot and loud in those many anxiety moments.
Luckily, I haven't had those bad phases in years now. Of course everyone has occasional bad moments but luckily they won't last long.
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33rd song is Pain of Salvation - Undertow
I didn't feel well on 2006-2008. Of course there wasn't bad days through all the three years but I had different phases which I went through. Especially autumns and winters were the worst. Maybe I had some kind of depression.
At that time I went folk high school learning to make music and then I was at adult educational center in Media & Music training. Both educations were wonderful and I learnt so much, but there was definitely something wrong because I skipped classes a lot, especially in the Media & Music training. Without notice, I had skipped the whole video production course. I did still pass it though. I even missed out of making short films. I have no memory of how that even happened. Apparently, I was a lot out of school that time. Afterwards it bothered me.
The same thing happened to my gym classes on 2003-2004 when I was freshman at high school. Somehow I had skipped almost every gym classes without notice. I had to make exercise diary so I would pass the course. It was very confusing...
I can't remember how I found this song but I haven't really heard anything else from Pain of Salvation. It seems interesting band though. I listened this a lot and loud in those many anxiety moments.
Luckily, I haven't had those bad phases in years now. Of course everyone has occasional bad moments but luckily they won't last long.
Song: Undertow
Performed by: Pain of Salvation
Label: Inside Out Music
Label: Inside Out Music
Released: 2002
Country: Sweden
Genre: Rock / Prog Rock / Heavy Rock
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